L.O.V.E

"Love is the freedom of the heart..do not abuse it"

This is probably the most tender subject for me to talk about. This is going to be personal I will hold nothing back.

I loved my dad and he is gone now, so does love leave, is love only temporary or is it something that will last forever. I was abused and told I was nothing countless times, so if I act out will people love me. I sit alone, no one sees me, they just walk by, why doesn't anyone love me. Is there anyone out there for me. Is anyone listening. I am screaming inside but no one cares. Maybe if I just sit in my room and look at bad things that will help me feel love. Is this love, just physical stuff, no it can't be. I do not know where to find love, someone please help me. PLEASE can anyone hear me. This one last drink maybe this will make me feel better. Maybe it will take the pain away. I need something, I am tearing myself inside out. SOMEBODY LISTEN TO ME. I NEED SOMETHING. ANYBODY PLEASE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My desperate search for the meaning of love. My cry out for love. We all have it. This was me. This is what was going on deep inside me. A young teenager searching for love in all the wrong places.

I can tell you this love can be miss used and miss presented in so many ways among today's society. Like a guy telling a girl I love you just to use her. Do people really understand love, well they may think they do. But do they understand true love. The love that the heart really wants and needs to be happy.
so what is love?

I can tell you this I have found love. I finally know what TRUE LOVE is. It is God. The true love that only God can provide. No missing pieces in my heart. Once i accepted the fact that God is love. MY HEART WAS FULL. It will never be empty again. So do you feel love or do you feel that temporary emotion that your full of love for a second and it goes right away.

We search for this thing called love. Well the search is over. For we have had this love all along. Do not be blind to it anymore open your eyes. God has been here the whole time waving his arms to get your attention, reaching out for you, loving you, Its time to accept his love that he offers you.

How can we not love a man who has loved us so much and gave his son to die a sinners death upon a cross. Beaten. Flogged. Humiliated. Nailed. All he wanted was for us to love him. For he loved us so much that he gave his life for us to be free.

Why would he die for us. We live our life not caring and unknowing of what this man, Jesus, did for us. Is it that we rather not know? Is it that we do not care?

Jesus, Our Father, his spirit. That's true love, that's care, so why look in empty places when his love is in plain site for us to have. True love is right in front of us.

1 Corinthians 13
Love
1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails....


This is what love is and this is how God describes it.

When you have a love based on faith, a love based on him, you will never be empty again for he loves you far greater than anybody ever could. This is love. The man who died on the cross. The man who died in our place. This man they call Jesus.

How will you respond to his love, will you seek after it or walk away.

He loves you. He wants you to love him back. He is reaching out for you. He will pick you up. Just lift your hands and call for him.

YELL THIS..... JESUS I NEED YOU....I AM READY. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND YOU DIED FOR ME THANK YOU..... AND I AM READY TO LOVE YOU BACK. HELP ME UP FOR I AM READY TO STAND AND PICK OTHERS UP. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE..I AM DONE SEARCHING FOR HAVE I FOUND IT. I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE...YOU WERE AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN NEXT TO ME....I LOVE YOU... AMEN

now how will you will you respond to his love.... its up to you.


tomorrows blog will be on love in a relationship....write me about what you think.

love
gods follower